Vision Chaser

Sitting in my office and feeling so overwhelmed by what God is doing in my life. I am in awe of His unconditional love for me, i do not even feel deserving of it but he continues to love me, Masase. Each day, i get to understand His reckless and relentless love for me and i am forever grateful.

Just the other day, i wrote about my son and his decade of blessings. I find myself exposed to many levels of this Grace that i speak of each day of my life. One of the biggest things i love about me is that no matter what, i always choose to look at the positives in my life. Trust me when i say that there are negatives, in fact, loads of negatives going on in my life but that has never been my focus and will never be.

Those negatives are doing their job in teaching me, developing me, working with my mindset, exposing me to the next levels of my life, etc. They are there doing what they need to do to get me to the vision that i keep chasing every hour. You see what i mean, i am already turning those negatives into positives even when i write about them. It just makes sense for me.

So i beg, do not ever wish to be like me until you walk half a mile of my life then perhaps you can decide then but do not ever. It is only my mindset and choices i make everyday that makes my life seem like a fairytale. Every time someone say to me, i wish i was like you, i always stop them and say, you have no idea what you are saying...

I feel we have all been made in a very unique manner that we ourselves do not even understand or comprehend how unique and special we all are. I pray everyday seeking for exposure to my ultimate purpose in life. I do not want to just exist, i want to live a life of purpose and i would like to know what my potential is, want to be able to see myself the way God sees me, God help me!

I have many thoughts in my head and struggling to put them into context, so bear with me dear diary. i just wanted to take out what i could right now...

Vision Chaser kinda look!!!